depressed

No one seems to care how it is making me feel having this they just always go on about what it looks like and how it makes them feel to see me with it. Everyone says its horrible to look at but they don't seem to realise that it's horrible to have. I have it now for 6-7 years and not one thing has worked. No one seems to understand. I hate it. There have been numerous times that I have wanted to kill myself over it and rip my skin off just to stop myself from being like this.